This song is from my 1987 Christmas tape. I just recovered it from a 20 year old cassette tape recording. Hope it sounds OK. I did't realize how long a song it was until I saw it in digital form. Enjoy.

Intro
I'm happy your happy we're happy too
I talk and talk and talk to you
I don't know why I can't get through to you
Drone on A with punches

A verses
I lay my heart out on my sleeve
Then sit back and watch it bleed
I say these words but I don't know why
Cause you don't care, don't even try

transition

Listen to your self just once and be convinced
You're saying lots of words but they don't make sense
Look into your heart and maybe try to see
The answers to the questions that are killing me

transition

B verse
You can plan everything in life you do
But don't you try and tell me what to do
You can hurt when you tell me all your lies
But I can see right on through your disguise
Yeah

revisit A Verse progression with punches

Ending
Won't you take off your disguise
And let me look into your eyes
When there's nothing left to hide
Maybe you can realize
When you choose to bout with destiny
and you live your life alone
Don't believe in what is meant to be
Then you're living a collage of illusion owowo
You're living a collage of disillusion owowo
ahhhahah
Living a collage of disillusion...